But God

Dear Diary (I mean Jesus),

Life. It’s been hard but my trust and Faith are found in you. You ARE my ROCK and my Shepard in YOU alone I trust. I’ve been through sickness, pain, abuse, death and more. Depression TRIED to hold me, BUT GOD. Through it all, He’s kept me, protected me. And I’m in THIS PLACE because of his GRACE. I do not belong here, I don’t deserve to be here. BUT GOD has inflicted me with a purpose, mission, and POWER to spread throughout the world. So despite wanting to commit suicide, “go ghost” or simply give up, I HAD TO P U S H (Pray Until Something Happened). Push through the pain and NOW I can say that I AM BLESSED, I lack nor beg for anything. Because GOD is MY Provider.