Afraid Of Moving Forward

Dear Diary,

I have a popular story that I’ve been posting for over three and a half years. People have been asking me to make printed copies and open an online store, and I have everything ready and in my room but… I’m just so scared to open the shop. I know it would be so easy and I can handle the work load, but its been two months and I can’t will myself to do it. I only have a few more years to get my art up providing a steady stream of income (even if its only a little) but I keep thinking about getting a job with my business admin degree and living here forever and I’m paralyzed with fear. I have everything ready but I’m so afraid to start.