Guilty For Enjoying Life

Dear Diary,

I constantly feel overwhelmed with schoolwork and it seems like a never-ending list of things to do. When I do find the time to enjoy myself I always seem to be feeling guilty. It is drilled into my mind that I always need to be productive and that if I don’t do schoolwork I will fall behind. As a result, whenever I take time for myself or spend time away from my computer I’m constantly pushing away thoughts in the back of my mind telling me I need to be doing classwork. I’m so tired of feeling guilty for taking time for myself, and school has taken over everything I enjoy.