27 Apr I Beat Cancer Today. What Did You Do?
With all the insanity going on, being separated from so many of my family and now graduation postponed, I should be sad.
But I’m not.
Today, I got the call. I beat cancer. Yes, I said it. I beat cancer. It’s so hard not to share with my friends, but the truth is, I never did share, so hopefully through this entry, everyone who will read will celebrate. For two years, it was unknown to anyone – my friends, my professors, my classmates – but I have been fighting something so much bigger than what I felt people would understand – so I fought silently.
Two years ago, summer was spent having two surgeries and then radiation. I didn’t think I could come back for my junior year, but I did. It was hard. I was scared. Too scared. I thought no one would understand, so I didn’t share. I didn’t share I could no longer have babies. I didn’t share I couldn’t walk across campus without being in pain from the surgery. I didn’t share why I didn’t want to go out and eat. All I wanted to do was find that end goal of graduation and getting the all-clear. When I rang the bell after my last treatment, I rang it alone. But, I was still so proud. The waiting game to get the final “all clear” came today – just in time for graduation. It’s MY graduation gift to myself. It’s MY triumph. And while I would tell anyone who asked me to always find your support group, today was MY day. I am celebrating and I am sharing my celebration with you.
To whoever may read this, never give up on your dreams. Love harder. Dance sillier. Pray with great fervor. Giggle every day. Just never, EVER give up.
I BEAT CANCER, today. What did you do?
Now, for that Masters Degree…