Things Have Been Rough

Dear Diary,

I may seem happy and that I have control over everything, but to be perfectly honest… I’m not. Although everything in my life is going in the direction I want it to, I feel like something is missing. Maybe myself? I truly don’t feel like myself. I feel like I’m just a blood vessel of a human going through the motions of life. I’m trying…really I am. It’s hard going from what you’ve known all your life to something you have no control over. Life. Everyday my mood changes. Happy. Sad. Confused. All the time; it gets overwhelming. On top of that I have to deal with work, quizzes, homework, and my future. It’s all jumbled together, but I am hoping for a better tomorrow.