Unwanted

Dear Diary,

How do you feel wanted? How do you feel not alone in a house full of people? I’m so overwhelmed between school, work and taking kids to practices, but I still feel alone. I didn’t think I would be getting a divorce after 3 years of marriage but I am. Who would of known he married me for money and that’s it no support nothing just left with his 2 kids and a pile of bills. Some days I feel like giving up because, really, who is gonna want someone with kids in there 30’s, so I’mm forever gonna be alone. I don’t like this life and I would like to change it but I cant I just can’t. Today was hard tomorrow will be harder im so lost in my head it’s not real anymore. Just no one to talk to and no one who cares, but then again why would someone care it’s not their problem, but mine?